Sunday, April 25, 2010

A Mural Dilemma


Although the conversation about Biola's Jesus mural is supposed to encourage unity and racial reconciliation within the Biola community, it may result in further division. If the mural is left up, people will be oppressed, but if it is taken down, others will be angry at the former for destroying a beautiful part of Biola's history. Although this conversation highlights a genuine tension in the Biola community, it is acting as a lightning rod for a much larger conversation. It is that many ethnic groups on Biola's campus are feeling oppressed.

Most chapels I have attended on racial reconciliation at Biola University make me feel sad for being a majority. I often feel guilty and want to think less of myself. I often feel stereotyped. The more I think about it, the more I realize that this is due to a lack of understanding on my part of the issue at hand. It is because I haven't understood what the speakers are really trying to say. Until last semester I thought I (being lumped in with my specific culture) was being accused of hate toward other cultures; this isn't necessarily the case. I think the issue at hand is that, being a very modern and westernized culture, a majority of Biola is being insensitive to other cultures. Rather than accepting them for who they are we expect them to conform to our way of thinking, interacting, eating, worshiping, etc. Although a majority of American is very western, this is pretty arrogant.

This is very different from the hateful racism of previous years (though there are similarities), for it is often insensitivity done out of ignorance. Although it can escalade into blatant racism, most students I talk to want to love our fellow brothers and sisters of Biola. Most of the students I talk to are aware that there is a tension, but can't figure out what it is or how to resolve it. I too would love to learn how to better love my brothers and sisters in Christ.

Although discussions about the Jesus mural are important, Biola must first be informed lovingly and articulately as to what the cultural tension is on campus, otherwise its result will be greater tension. Biola must find a way celebrate the intrinsic beauty of each and every culture together while not discrediting the beauty in the majority culture. Such a community is like a breathtaking symphony. Although its distinct notes are beautiful in and of themselves, when put together they cast an array of beauty that envelopes the soul of the hearer. We must envelope the souls of those who observe our community in the love of Christ through harmonious diversity.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

The Battle of Mind and Passion (revised at 4 AM...soo I'll edit it later. haha)

While racing home upon the foam of ocean down below,

two captains share a single ship and on it they must go.

The first steers hard, the other's sparred; the helm's pulled to and fro.

A captain red, a captain blue, upon the sea they go.


Their ship it be a'sailing free across the ocean vast.

And all the while the captains are a'warring near the mast.

The ship a'tossed, the captains lost, the time for peace has past.

A captain red, a captain blue, assailing near the mast.


The man of blue, whom always knew the wildly ways of red,

held up his hands to bid him, "Cease!" or else they'd both be dead.

Their powers clash, their tempers flash, his plea unseen by red.

A captain red, a captain blue, whom always rue the dead


Unsheathing swords they're leaping boards and swearing as they chide.

Each hopes to land the other with a flesh wound in the side.

The helm unmanned, the crew disband, the ship floats with the tide

A captain red, a captain blue, are leaping near the side.


A gentle man, the bluish man; a thinker stark and true.

Maliciously the other has a'run this fellow through.

The sea's received, the man aggrieved, the gentle man in blue.

A captain red, a captain blue, the bluish man run through.


The red man lives and from him gives both passions wild and free

to every man he's come across; and that means you and me.

In every man are captains strong; both blue and red they be.

Control the two, the red and blue, and then you can be free.

Monday, February 22, 2010

My rough draft introduction to, Defining a Hero.


Today I would like to ask the question, "What is it that makes a man a hero?" Is it his actions, his words, his deeds? If so, who determines which actions, words, or deeds are to be considered good? To one man a certain action may be good, whereas to another it may be perilous. For example, if an American soldier had subdued Hitler and consequently ended the war, the Allied forces (America, Britain, etc.) would have hailed him as a hero, whereas the Axis (Germany, Japan, etc.) may have considered this man the world's greatest villain. This is because of cultural perspective. A group of men will call a man a hero if he can uphold the standards and values of the society to an extent that others would or could not be able to do in the same situation. Although this may be an accurate description of a hero, it seems insufficient. His actions may be out of the reach of the ordinary man, but does he merit the title of hero? To be considered a hero, it seems that he must exemplify some sort of self-sacrifice. The man in the example is considered a hero to the Americans not because he was lucky and therefore able to end the war, but put his life in harms way in order to save millions of lives. This self-sacrifice causes him to stand out against other men as a hero. However, he is only a hero to those who share his worldview. Great men are defined in history by the stronger society. If this is true, then heroes are subject to the worldview or moral values of the strongest culture. However, one must ask if this is always the case. Is heroism a relative definition determined by each culture individually or are there objective cross-cultural qualifications that define it?

Sunday, January 24, 2010

The Three-Dimensional Bride of Christ (written at 3AM, sooo, will edit later. haha)


If the Church is to manifest Christ to the world at large, then she is charged to exemplify the heart and will of Christ every minute of every day. In her, God's goodness, truth, and beauty is seen in flesh; the Bride of Christ, breathing the gospel of life. She is a beautiful congregation filled with the spectrum of His image. Yet she is slowly becoming like a painting on the wall. As she falls into two-dimension, she becomes more a beauty to behold than the living human being she was meant to be.

Oh beloved of God awake! Step out of your horizontal canvas and walk into the world about you. Have the will to engage your fellowman with a heart of God so that they might hear and be added amongst you. The world is in dying need of the healing breath you breathe. The living breath of God given to you by the will of the Father, the work of the Son, and the Spirit's power. You are the blessed of God; the bride He sanctified out of love.

My heart is so often touched and burdened by the suffering of others and yet my will to act remains unmoved. So often I become more like a two-dimensional picture of Christ, both knowing how to act and having a heart that wants to do so, but I lack the will to share this love with others. When asked for a favor I will often reply, "I don't want to." In saying that, I have said that my wants are more important than my loving that person. Of course there are times where I cannot do a favor that I've been asked and sometimes the person doesn't really need my help, but there are often times of selfishness that cause me to say no. It is so odd to think of the stark contrast when adding a single dimension to a painting; it can make a portrait a sculpture. We, as christians are called to be living sculptures of Christ to the world. By God's perfect grace and the power of the Spirit, we may do so. :)

Oh Lord, help me to set aside my pride and love others in humility. Let me exemplify your heart and your will to love others as you would. May my life be always first and foremost be dedicated to you in everything that I do.






(Picture from: http://www.lib-art.com/artgallery/5728-charity-hope-faith-christian-daniel-rauch.html)